October 13th, 2008
I'm not giving up Brian.
It seems like he gets it.
Like, we're just really good friends with benefits.
He does everything for me.
So why not, right?
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We're making dinner tonight with Leena.
I'm excited, I want him to show off for her, LOL.
I have class then work... then time with the friends, yay!
He's also taking me to dinner this week... I guess I'm pretty lucky he cares so much.
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Chris texted me today.
It was bizarre because he was being NICE. To be honest, I'm not used to that anymore. I don't expect it. Not that he hasn't been nice in our last encounters. But everything prior to October has been hostile, bitter, angry, and callous.
He asked me how my day was.
And seemed genuinely interested!
I told him about how I dropped a bunch of plates and shit at work.
He found it amusing.
His cockiness of course made an appearance... it's really unattractive. Why is he so cocky? What exactly does he have to brag about? He's going to be a wrinkly, ugly old asian man someday... get real. Hahaha. I love him, but he's so silly sometimes. Anyways, it's late, I need to go to bed. Brian wore me out tonight.
